Anxiety and stress don’t always make finding my balance easy. My past has made me hyper vigilant and stubbornly independent and that gets intensified even more when I am stressed. The combination doesn’t make it easy to be a submissive. It makes me as prickly as a hedgehog and very defensive.

One of the things that makes me know that my relationship with my man is very special, is the depth of my need to submit to him and how healing that is for me.

Over the last two weeks, my need to be in my place, to be owned and to be used had grown stronger. It had grown so strong that I had spoken to him about it – I always struggle to ask for things as I don’t want to impose my desires.

In a short but intense visit, my man took me back to feeling utterly his and utterly safe in that place. My body aches today from being so very thoroughly used. The physical reminders from this visit, wrap around me and continue to hold me even though I have returned home. 

Some of those aches, combined with very vivid memories have caused more desperate arousal and an orgasm or two while I do about my day – good job I was stopped at the traffic lights when one of them washed over me.

Just after the first kisses from the belt. There were more to come later.

I love my man and I am very lucky that he knows just what to do with his needy, masochistic slut.

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23 Replies to “Needed”

  1. It could’ve been me writing that, when I get anxious and stressy my submissive nature vanishes yet deep down I have more of a need for it. It takes a really special partner to see past it all and give you what you need. And I love the glowing blush from the belt…beautiful moment well captured.

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