What am I? The prompt is “I am…”. Normally I would have so many ideas for a prompt like this. Truthfully, I have had ideas but pushed them to one side because I didn’t feel that I could claim them with complete integrity at the moment.
This last year has damaged me in a way that I do not know if I will recover from. I feel that who I was is a hazy memory and I wish that wasn’t true. I am struggling more than anyone realises. I can’t imagine a future where I feel OK.
But I don’t want this post to focus on that. I am more than that even in my darkness. The part of me that always shines brightly is my love. I love passionately, freely and openly. There is no moment so dark that can dampen my love.
I love with everything that I am.
My love shows in my heart, my words, my actions and even glimpses of me want you to see.
An unplanned image captured a heart shaped message for you.
I see it
I love this, i want to put my arms around you and support you x
What an exquisite edit, with a surprise gem!
Honey, this is so beautiful and lovely. I’m sorry your year has been so tough. You love so much and so deeply, and may not always feel the love out there for you in return. But it’s out here, from afar, through the screen.
*sends over all the love and squishes* ❤ Xxx
I totally hear you on this last year. I don’t think I will ever be the same again either.
As for love… you are one of the most loving people I know and it is a beautiful thing. Being in your presence is always a heartwarming experience
Molly
Such a good image and I wish you could go back as I’m sure we all would, but you seem to be a very loving person from what I’ve seen of you.
I’m sure I’m not the only who would pass the love back to you and be some light to shine in your darkness x
I think this past year has damaged so many of us in so many ways. There have been some positives and I try to remain positive and focus on them. Like focussing on that heart on your neck, whilst nuzzling in for a little nibble*.
* I actually wrote nipple, I wonder where my brain is 😀
This is a great picture and i really really liked your hair color. I feel kinda broken myself right now. I had some good things came my way during the pandemic/lockdown and i thought i was handling it well but then i realized i was wam bam in the middle of a depression and had no idea how long that had actually been going on for.
So much brokenness in the world right now. I had just come over to my blog to write on the topic myself – ignoring it seems disingenuous somehow – but decided to stop by some Sunday Sinners instead. Distraction, yanno?
Your words tug and tear at my heart. There *will* be a day when things feel okay again. Right now it’s hard to see that day, to even imagine it, but it will come. I have been here, in this place (not *your* place, but (I feel) a similar one, for different reasons this time than those before, but not so unlike it that I do not understand) and, eventually, the world righted itself again, and felt “okay” again.
Big, BIG cyber hugs. I am sorry you are suffering, but know you are not alone. We are not alone. The world suffers with us. But we – all of us – will persevere. Changed, yes. So very, deeply changed. But we will come through to the other side, and to a better day. I have a colored label on my monitor; “Everything changes.” And it does. Your hair is gorgeous, btw.
I see it. Even with the naked eye.