I’m sorry. I think that I am done. For more than one reason, I haven’t been posting. I switch has flicked for me.
The obvious reason is the fear of having action taken against me under the UK Online Safety Act. If that was the only reason, I would invest energy in exploring how to fight. But it isn’t.
We have always talked about the sex blogging community. The dynamic nature of it was positive for a long time. I always put my feelings of being an outsider down to my own mental and emotional health. When I explained in the past that no-one would miss me, I was told different. When I explained that I posted every week because if I didn’t, I would not know how to start again, I didn’t feel believed.
And so, because of health, pain, and feeling unwanted, I missed a week. Then another. Then more.
Turns out that I was right. Only two people have made contact from blogging or social media. Two very different people. I am so grateful that they did otherwise I would feel so much worse than I do.
I loved this blog for what it brought me. I loved this blog for connections that it helped me make. I believed in myself more because of those connections. I have hurt so much more because of the endings.
I don’t know what to do for my best. I avoid some social media places because of trauma I have experienced there. I avoid others because of the hurt of being ignored by people I thought were important to me.
I think that I am done. I wish things were different and that I had a space to belong.
I’ll miss you Happy. I hope you can find happiness and or what your looking for. Your the third writer to decide this for your reasons or one was health issues. Good luck 👍 💓 ✨️.
I’m sorry to hear that you’re done. I did notice that you were missing, but I only notice in waves (I tend to not read blogs for weeks and then catch up all at once). I totally understand your concern with the new law in your area. It’s sad, but sometimes you have to make the right decision for you. ❤