I’m sorry. I think that I am done. For more than one reason, I haven’t been posting. I switch has flicked for me.
The obvious reason is the fear of having action taken against me under the UK Online Safety Act. If that was the only reason, I would invest energy in exploring how to fight. But it isn’t.
We have always talked about the sex blogging community. The dynamic nature of it was positive for a long time. I always put my feelings of being an outsider down to my own mental and emotional health. When I explained in the past that no-one would miss me, I was told different. When I explained that I posted every week because if I didn’t, I would not know how to start again, I didn’t feel believed.
And so, because of health, pain, and feeling unwanted, I missed a week. Then another. Then more.
Turns out that I was right. Only two people have made contact from blogging or social media. Two very different people. I am so grateful that they did otherwise I would feel so much worse than I do.
I loved this blog for what it brought me. I loved this blog for connections that it helped me make. I believed in myself more because of those connections. I have hurt so much more because of the endings.
I don’t know what to do for my best. I avoid some social media places because of trauma I have experienced there. I avoid others because of the hurt of being ignored by people I thought were important to me.
I think that I am done. I wish things were different and that I had a space to belong.
I’ll miss you Happy. I hope you can find happiness and or what your looking for. Your the third writer to decide this for your reasons or one was health issues. Good luck 👍 💓 ✨️.
I’m sorry to hear that you’re done. I did notice that you were missing, but I only notice in waves (I tend to not read blogs for weeks and then catch up all at once). I totally understand your concern with the new law in your area. It’s sad, but sometimes you have to make the right decision for you. ❤
I am so so sorry to read this, Honey. You and your posts, your talent, your photographic eye, your amazing art with words, will absolutely be missed. Do not doubt it.
Thank you for what you have shared, your openness, your truth, your whole self.
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I hate to see, or to read this email. You will be missed, and I hate that you are in this gloom that you are. You are highly appreciated and thank you for all that you’ve brought us in the past and hope to see you back soon being your own good self. I send you happiness and peace. Fig
You do belong – your posts are thought provoking and evocative of a mood, a moment, a time etc you make a difference even if only for a few seconds…