Anxiety and stress don’t always make finding my balance easy. My past has made me hyper vigilant and stubbornly independent and that gets intensified even more when I am stressed. The combination doesn’t make it easy to be a submissive. It makes me as prickly as a hedgehog and very defensive.
One of the things that makes me know that my relationship with my man is very special, is the depth of my need to submit to him and how healing that is for me.
Over the last two weeks, my need to be in my place, to be owned and to be used had grown stronger. It had grown so strong that I had spoken to him about it – I always struggle to ask for things as I don’t want to impose my desires.
In a short but intense visit, my man took me back to feeling utterly his and utterly safe in that place. My body aches today from being so very thoroughly used. The physical reminders from this visit, wrap around me and continue to hold me even though I have returned home.
Some of those aches, combined with very vivid memories have caused more desperate arousal and an orgasm or two while I do about my day – good job I was stopped at the traffic lights when one of them washed over me.
I love my man and I am very lucky that he knows just what to do with his needy, masochistic slut.
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Love the redness, knowing someone has left their mark. Lovely Image
I’ve always thought ‘kiss of the belt’ an odd phrase… looks like more than a kiss to me. Nice photo.
Some kisses are passionate and can bruise.
I love this image in so many ways.
A really good descriptive image x
Oh I love the blooming blush of the belt marks.
Mollyxx
So happy that you got what you needed! ~C
Yes. Great, strong, lovely photo!
Glad you got “kissed” when you needed it! (And, it seems, where.)
What lovely red marks. It makes my bottom jealous.
That ache to be used….
*sighs*
What a wonderful post! I’m so glad you got what you needed, and what a stunning photo to show for it. Xxx
Gorgeously sexy . . . this makes me blush . . . with excitement!
Xxx – K
Your man knows exactly what you need to ground you, and how to make some gorgeous images too!
Rebel xox
This is a beautiful marriage of words and photo – I’m so glad you had such an uplifting, rejuvenating time together.
A great image but it is the words that echo.
Lovely kisses…and a sentiment I can thoroughly identify with.
It could’ve been me writing that, when I get anxious and stressy my submissive nature vanishes yet deep down I have more of a need for it. It takes a really special partner to see past it all and give you what you need. And I love the glowing blush from the belt…beautiful moment well captured.
Wow, what great colors to catch
Very sexy.
Powerful photo and like others have said, I’m glad you got some time together. Xx
I love this photo and so glad it was the result of your time together.
The photo is mesmerizing but even more, I just love the way you are able to so vividly and clearly describe what you are feeling. It’s a huge gift.
Just catching up with last week! Wonderful image and I love the words that go with it. Needy! I know how that feels and you describe it so well.