I am a masochist. Sometimes I need pain. Yesterday, I was so tense at the beginning of what was a treat for me that needed to lose myself before I could let go from my normal hyper-vigilance and enjoy the delights available.
I asked him to use the pegs in me. My first request was to have them down my back but it was too hard to pinch enough to get them to stay. I needed pain. I needed to float on the sensations of layers of pain. I asked him to put them on my inner arm. He checked that I realised how much that hurt. I did. I needed it to. I asked him to put them on.
It hurt. Beautifully. I asked for more. I asked him to start pinching them onto my breasts. As the pain flooded me, it drove away my tension and stress. Each time he put a set on, I revelled in the way my world had shrunk down to just those sensations.
Standing there with my hands fastened above me, I was completely in my happy place. I needed just one more thing. Now that the chatter of my mind was stilled, I needed a physical symbol of that to keep it away. The peg on my tongue kept me there whilst he played with making the pegs ripple, sending waves of pain and endorphins through me. No sharp on sudden pain. Just ever increasing levels taking me higher and higher.
Oh wow !!!
Wonderful photo . . . wonderful words!
LOVE this !!!
Xxx – K
A wonderful photo indeed – your kink is not my kink, but the way you describe what the pain does for you, how it helps was beautiful to read.
This is such an amazing image, the red/pink colour really adds to the feeling of it being exciting and intense
Mollyx
Goodness me, Honey. That is a lot of pegs. I love the way you describe the wanting and the way it stilled your mind.
This is glorious in all sorts of ways!
Wow Honey that’s what i call pegging! A really interesting shot and narrative too
I love the filter really adds to the overall hot feel oozing from this image x
It wasn’t a filter. It was the slightly strange lighting where we were.
An amazing image Honey, wow so many pegs and on your tongue too!
Damn Honey, this is a gorgeous image, and just looking at it made me realize how much I need pain to be completely grounded again!
Rebel xox
“I needed to float on the layers of pain.” I love this.
Lovely, glowing photo!
The colour intensifies the feel that visible in your body.
Great photo!
Great view and use of energetic vibrant colour that shows your feelings, I can relate to the effects of pain too.
Thank you for describing how & what you felt. That helped me to better understand something that I haven’t tried before and like the others have said the colors add to the intensity of your image in the photo.