I can be a contradiction of intensely private and also incredibly open. I write honestly about myself, sharing my reflections on both joyful and difficult times. I also muse about change and emotions. I censor my voice a lot of the time so posts that make it to here are the ones where I believe I have something important to share.
I plan to write more journal posts so watch this space to get to know inside my soul more.
My journal posts
- Pull it out June 12, 2016The current Kink of the Week is pubic hair. People who know me very well will know that I am not very disciplined one way or the other with this. ...
- Edited Opportunity June 1, 2016I have mentioned before that little editing goes into my pictures. I take pictures based on random inspiration and any editing (making cropping) is to remove problems. I was thrilled ...
- Release the genie May 11, 2016Rub-a-dub-dub! It might surprise you to know that I am a bit of a wanker. Well, not really a bit of a wanker. I am a complete wanker. Just before ...
- Up front and personal May 10, 2016I published this picture a few weeks ago. I pondered for a long time as to what to say. I was very aware that my feelings about that picture are ...
- Meet me, greet me! May 9, 2016Eroticon, here I come! Time to pack some knickers and shoes and get ready to enter the wonderful whirl of Eroticon and time with all the lovely people there. Here ...
- What is in a word? March 29, 2016I am writing this post because of something that has been annoying me for quite a while. Now I know the internet is not always the best place for calm ...
- The Power of Numbers March 16, 2016Numbers have a lot of significance in the way that we relate to the world and in how we relate to each other. We are often asked the numbers of ...
- Force of Habit March 12, 2016Life has its ups and downs and they can sometimes have quite an effect. I have been lucky throughout the majority of my life that my libido has been undentable.I ...
- Fantastic Forties March 3, 2016This week’s Wicked Wednesday prompt is “Growing Older.” I think I am always quite open about the benefits and realities of growing older, but it seems like a good opportunity ...
- Looking deep through reflection February 28, 2016I have been in a very reflective mood this week. It has been triggered by the fact that my eldest is about to turn twenty. It has also been made ...
- Love Unlimited February 20, 2016I have, like most people, things that are hard limits for me. The things that I consider absolute hard limits are the ones that will never change. They are non-negotiable ...
- Filth? February 11, 2016Filth is one of those words that is all about the context. In the wrong context, it jars and makes me uncomfortable. In the right context, it goes straight to ...
- A Kiss! January 7, 2016A kiss can be an utterly intimate, powerful thing. A teasing touch. The slightest grazing of flesh. A hint of more. A gentle caress. A kiss can be an utterly passionate, ...
- Changing My Mind January 7, 2016When I was a child, I was one of those children who received few compliments. Fearless was one that was given to me, except it was said with a tone ...
- A look inside and a look ahead. January 1, 2016It might surprise some, although definitely not others, to find out that sometimes I can be very stubborn. As always, that character trait can be a mixed blessing. It is ...
- Seven Wonders of my Blogging World December 23, 2015I have been starting and abandoning posts recently. Being ill isn’t helping with positivity, clarity and perspective. Several beginnings have turned into a look at the negativity that bugs me ...
- Shaken December 19, 2015Over the last few days I have been fighting off very melancholic feelings. I try very hard not to let them build up. For someone who lives in house where ...
- Shining a light into dark places. November 26, 2015I guess as someone who can be brought to orgasm by words, and who loves the right sexy imagery, I shouldn’t be surprised just how damn sexy strap-ons are. My early ...
- V for *ahem* not me. November 10, 2015Warning: contains brief references to abuse It’s often thought of as one of those easy ice breaker conversations amongst sexually open people. “When did you lose your virginity?” “How did you ...
- Rope me in. November 7, 2015I like being tied. I like the feeling of the rope against my skin. I like the firmness of the control. This time, I wasn’t tied down. This time, the rope ...
- Creating a happy place November 4, 2015I got myself completely tied up in knots earlier writing about my happy place. I started by saying that it was with my man but then also adding the clarification that ...
- Lick those lips? October 13, 2015I have shown you how much I love giving cunnilingus in The Lick of Love. Giving has always brought me pure pleasure. The first time I did was one of ...
- The lick of love. October 8, 2015Lovely luscious lickable cunts. There is so much to enjoy. The heat as you move close enough. The heady scent of womanly musk. The soft folds that invite exploration. The ...
- Cock-a-doodle-DO! October 2, 2015Guess what? I like cock! Now I know that there is nothing shocking or newsworthy about that announcement but sometimes it feels as though it is a controversial thing to say. It ...
- Is it hate? Am I a fraud? September 26, 2015I have an uncomfortable thought that sits about 3/4 of the way back in my mind. It is far enough back for me to ignore it a lot of the ...