I can be a contradiction of intensely private and also incredibly open. I write honestly about myself, sharing my reflections on both joyful and difficult times. I also muse about change and emotions. I censor my voice a lot of the time so posts that make it to here are the ones where I believe I have something important to share.
I plan to write more journal posts so watch this space to get to know inside my soul more.
My journal posts
- Christmas thoughts December 24, 2014Christmas has changed a lot for me over the last few years. It used to be the time that guaranteed lots of socialising, partying and the accompanying hangovers. Now, there ...
- The Cat Who Got The Cream – or – When The Picture Provoked The Story December 12, 2014As visitors to my blog, you have probably noticed that the majority of my posts are picture posts. I join in the weekly Sinful Sunday meme and I enjoy ...
- Shaved November 18, 2014This week’s Wicked Wednesday prompt is “Looking Back” which fits in perfectly with a very recent experience. A while ago, I bought a straight razor to use for a Sinful Sunday ...
- Aftermath July 19, 2014This post follows on from Sinful Shopping. I am talking directly to my man in this piece, letting him know how I experienced the play party. I hope you enjoy ...
- Sinful Shopping July 18, 2014This is a shared post with my man. The writing in italics is him. His voice in this post adds more than just my writing alone could do. For a very ...
- A colourful bloom June 22, 2014Over the last couple of days, I have been coping with drop. I managed to postpone the strongest effects while I got through my week, but it didn’t dissipate, it ...
- By His Word April 10, 2014When Jade asked me to contribute to Kink of the Week and to share my thoughts and experience of orgasm control, I decided to write this post. At the time ...
- Ready to run? March 23, 2014A couple of weeks ago I was on a high from my gym based exercise successes and signed up for a charity run for today. It would have been a ...
- Tied with a bow. March 16, 2014As a part of my post, Rewarded, I told you that I was tied with rope. Here is a glimpse of just how beautifully bound I was. The rope felt ...
- Rewarded March 14, 2014This is the follow up to my post Pains and gains! I had just succeeded in earning my rewards. As my man and I are in a long distance relationship, I ...
- Pain and gains! March 12, 2014If you follow me on Twitter, you will know that over the course of nine weeks, I earnt twenty seven rewards. A few people asked me what I was doing ...
- Beat a treat! March 9, 2014My man and I have a new toy. He spied it in a shop quite a few weeks ago and waited until I had earnt my full set of rewards ...
- Giggling with joy March 2, 2014This is a picture of me having such a good time as I am with my man. I can’t tell you exactly why I was giggling with joy, but he ...
- Packed for the journey. February 23, 2014I am just coming away from another wonderful visit to my man. This weekend I didn’t have my car, so I travelled by coach. My man had some orders for ...
- Happiness, loss and hope. January 1, 2014So, it is the first day of 2014. A lot of people give me harsh looks at this time of year because January is one of my favourite times in ...
- It’s the thought that counts. December 23, 2013I’m not going to see my man over the days of Christmas. It’s hard because he is the person that I most want to share experiences with. Last night, I ...
- Playing with fear December 4, 2013I have had trouble finding where to start this. I don’t want to launch in to it without telling enough, but at the same time I don’t want to lose ...
- Nipples! November 27, 2013I love my nipples. I like the way that they look and how they feel. I love how sensitive they are and I love the way that my body ...
- Suspended Animation. November 18, 2013Everyone has their own strength and their own way of coping with all the challenges of life. I like to believe that I am strong and I can find that ...
- Shared delight. November 9, 2013I adore every aspect of giving my man oral. I love to tease, taste and worship the full, silky, firm length of him. I adore wrapping my tongue around him, ...
- A gentle touch. October 19, 2013I love the way that this tie looks beautiful whilst limiting what I can touch. My man tied me like this when I needed control and restraint but was too ...
- Dark Thoughts August 14, 2013I have been scared of exploring the dark side of my mind. For a long time I have brushed it away, hidden it, and put on a facade of no ...
- Control through Denial July 22, 2013I am a very obedient sub. I do everything that I can to obey his wishes. Even when he leaves me loopholes in his instructions I don’t exploit them. I ...
- Tears July 2, 2013I have never found it easy to cry. I have had too much conditioning that crying is making a fuss or showing how weak I am. In my last relationship ...
- Need June 11, 2013My skin tingles. Not just on the surface, the shocks travelling through my muscles. My cunt still soaked from grinding against your knee. My lips desperate to be teased, crushed ...